still here but missed them already!

assalam.. hello friends.

it seemed so long since the last entry

just wanna share my feelings. haha..

well.. while i was doing nothing suddenly realized that i only got less than 1 month here in Makassar. 

the place which in these 5 years hv taught me how t0 live my life, gave me all those bitter yet wonderful experiences, fantastic friends and delicious foods where it is just rare to get in Malaysia. 

i am feeling very happy to finally finish study here and will be going back to my motherland for devoting with this profession. 

but deep down in my heart will always capture the memories of Makassar throughout my life. 

From the very beginning, thank you for the opportunity given and thank you for everything that i've learnt here. am gonna miss all of them~ 

*Alhamdulillah*

zaman 1st year! :')

YOU

assalam

second entry of the day

why?? yes i'm excited!

huu.. got new handphone from my sayang

and while listening to the songs in it my heart suddenly falls to this one

yup its my theme song for our 8th anniversary and is my ringtone also.. 

muahaha..

enjoy! 

You by Beast

Happy Anniversary sayang!

Faddil & Aniessa

(^^,)

Bye Bye Paeds, Hello Interna~

assalam

hi fellas, lame tak bukak blog ni kn. hihi. seems dusty enough.. *uhuk2*

btw been very bz la nowadays. 

hihi and alhamdulillah finished paediatry department f0r good n will b starting interna which as da same as internal medicine this sunday. 

oh my oh my oh my.. can't wait la. 

it feels like i just started my clinical years yesterday n ola, i'm on my 4th department already..

huhu... 

wish me lucks, wish me l0ads of lucks okay?

i really need it. (^^,)

ok la, gtg. s0on will bl0gging again k. 

dun miss me y'all~ hihi..

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~Mem0ries 0f Paediatrics~

Bye Bye Paediatry.. Hello Interna! 

Adios amigos..

chaw~ (^^,)

d0uble the j0y 0n 8 May

assalam

as we all know t0day is m0ther's day

and as for me, there are d0uble j0ys i have t0day

2 big 0ccasi0ns happens t0day (8 May)

which is m0ther's day and my 6th anniversary day

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA!

yes, hepi m0ther's day t0 my m0m (Malisiah Kadan)

she had always have my back whenever i needed

she cooks whatever i wanted

she sends me t0 school and clothes me while i was a little

she makes me a birthday cake every year

she does all what other mom does but yet she is still the best f0r me and my siblings

everytime she gets angry she would be very fierce.. hihi

we get scolded for wrongs we've made and for being stubborn..

that is da reward 4 being such a naughty child

she taught me h0w t0 manage myself when my first period came

she kn0ws what's best and what's not

there are s0 much things about her that w0uld make me feels great because having such a great and awes0me m0ther

my father is a very lucky man f0r having my m0m stays by his side

she took care all the things f0r us

eventh0ugh she gets tired after c0ming back fr0m w0rk.

but she never fails t0 d0 her j0b as a m0ther

mama, i wish that u w0uld have a l0ng life and blessed by Allah in whatever u d0

we l0ve u mama..

tengs f0r every single thing u've d0ne f0r us

we starts fr0m the w0mb 0f yours and u gv us all u can f0r being able t0 survive until n0w

yet u n0urishes us with l0ve and care

tengs mama! i l0ve u! we l0ve u!

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diz song is dedicated f0r u mama!

Your Mother by Yusuf Islam

HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY DAY HUBBY!

yup, t0day is 0ur anniversary day

hepi 6th anniversary sayang (Muhammad Faddil bin Ahmad Rebudi)

surprise surprise, we have been t0gether since sch0ol days until n0w

6 years have past, but it is all like a fresh mem0ry of yesterdays

where we first met at scho0l

as seni0r-juni0r

we started as friends as it is me wh0 admires him

i never th0ught that i w0uld ended in a serious relationship with him

but i'm glad that we've met and kn0wn each 0ther f0r a very l0ng time

i pray t0 Allah f0r our relationship t0 be l0ng lasting and h0pefully will never ended

i believe in j0doh

kalau ade jodoh kami insyaAllah ade lah rezeki kami utk eratkan lagi silaturrahim antara 2 keluarga nih..

tengs abg c0z u put ur faith 0n me

u never let me g0 and alwez trying t0 protect diz relationship

with0ut ur patience and wise thinks, we c0uld never get t0 survive diz far..

i l0ve u u with all my heart

and tengs 4 always being there

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s0 i dedicated diz s0ng t0 u hubby

I Do by C0lbie Caillat

It's always been about me myself and I

If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy saying our love wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I can let it go

Ooh, I did, I get myself into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust and never felt it like i feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Wooh Can I get myself into

You make we wanna say

Me a family, how's a family

Ooh, can we be a family?

And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let us go

Just look at what we got ourselves into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Love you

(^^,)

w0ii sedar la diri tuh skit

assalam

ye sedar kn lah diri ak dan org lain sume

dh tinggal 2 system je lg b4 KKN..

tp kt kuliah tak fokus. d0k main2 je, td0, ngadap tenet time d0sen bg kuliah.

ape nk jadi la.

nisa bile la k0 nk sedar diri nih. dh nk jd dokter muda k0t..

tp habuk pn tarak.

takkan nk masuk clinical t baru nk btungkus lumus kn.. aigoo..

byk bende kene refresh blk.

makin byk kita blaja makin kita rase kurang nye ilmu kita nih.

nk di jadikan cite utk arini la kan

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minggu nih dh masuk minggu kedua system kedokteran komunitas (community medicine)

tp ntah nape la ak rase buhsan gile bl0k ni9h. kuliah tak byk..

yg byknye field 0bservati0n ngan survey 0n epidemiology..

tiap2 ari tugasan makin menggunung.

siap satu btambah lg satu.. adede... cmne cmne cmne nih..

td0 tak cukup, study tak efficient..

cmne la nk jwb exam kang.

(=.=)

i'm stress!

Assalam

ermm... entry 4 t0day is ab0ut having l0ads 0f things in mind.

since i will b having my pediatric & geriatric exam next m0nday

and still havent fully prepared

it is much m0re c0mplicated with rite n0w being bz with PBL rep0rt & presentation

and still n0 pr0gress in answering past years questi0ns..

seni0rs said that diz is a very t0ugh system which many 0f them hv failed..

plis i d0 not want t0 fail.

i mean wh0 wanted t0 b failed and repeat the system rite?

well, since all 0f the imp0rtant things is just ar0und the c0rner and i hv t0 start t0 manage the stresses i'm having n0w b4 it bec0mes m0re chr0nic and leads t0 depressi0n..

h0w d0 u rec0gnized if urself having stress?

well hv u identified y0urs??

there are several kinds tips which can help u manage ur stress level.

1. Adequate sleep

This is my first choice 0f s0 called therapy when i'm stressed. After wake up i will feel refreshed and can start doing works again.

2. Exercise

This is important as when we actually exercise for even 30minutes per day by walking is very helping in reducing stress level. All we need is fresh air. and y not we hv a walk everyday! :D

3. Regular Diet

We are what we eat! So arrange ur meal starting t0day fellas!

4. Music

I love listening to music, it makes me stressed-free.

5. Holiday

Pack up ur things and hv a holiday. it really helpful!

6. Social Relationship

Interact with others and hv chit chatting about loads of things. U will feel less stress bc0z u hv pe0ple t0 share things.

7. Hobby

Hobbies makes 0ur distracti0n t0 the things that stressed us g0 away.

8. Pray

This calms d0wn 0urselves whenever we gets cl0se t0 0ur creat0r.

This is the main thing sh0uld b d0ne as Muslims. but i bet all 0ther religi0ns als0 the same. :)

i h0pe this inf0 w0uld b beneficial 4 th0se 0ut there

bc0z as 4 me th0se tips are very helpful in managing my stress level.

we d0 n0t want t0 end like this rite??

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(^^,)

finally!

assalam

hello fellas!

l0ng time n0 see..

akhirnye aku dpt gak update bl0g nih. kpd readers diluar sane s0rry sgt2 ye..

these few m0nths been a bit bz la.

ho0h000...

lain kali aku update lg bende best2 ek.

s0.. yg menarik arini is start system baru which is geriatry system..

wish me l0ads 0f lucks!!!

(^^,)

h0w t0 kill y0ur time during the h0liday v0lume 1

salam readers!

well, officially i hv just finished my 5th semester yesterday

please d0n't ask ab0ut the exam

haha.. s0 far ok lah, just wait n see the result k.

we hv 2weeks h0liday bef0re next semester begins

everybody g0 back h0me in Malaysia

while i'm here in Makassar trying t0 kill time f0r this 2 weeks.

luckily there r s0me 0thers n0t going back t0 Malaysia als0 la.

s0 we can plan 0ur time t0 go jalan2 of coz.

hehe.. f0r those people wh0 read this, wanna kn0w what, this is my very first time n0t to going back h0me during holiday.

my father wanted t0 spons0r the flight ticket but its expensive plus there's lot things t0 do f0r this 2weeks.

almaklum la, i just left 1semester bef0re entering the clinical years.

s0 hv to be prepared fr0m now on.

well.. lets st0p with the cel0teh2..

we start with h0w i planning t0 kill my time t0day..

well there w0uld be a series 0f "h0w t0 kill y0ur time during the h0liday" as i hv 2weeks rite.

Day 1-Saturday 22.01.2011

1. F0r the very beginning 0f my h0liday i am n0w organizing all my stuffs int0 a pr0per b0xes n so whatever, n sweeping the fl0or..

2. D0ing s0me laundries

3. Cleaning my r0om

This is the r00m bef0re cleaning begins

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this is the target: a very clean n tidy r0om.. hehe.

p/s: t0 any0ne out there, i d0 appreciate ur suggesti0n on h0w i c0uld spend my 2weeks h0lidays. please.. any suggesti0n w0uld n0t be a matter. 0r else i would die 0f bored0m~

(^^,)

wh0 made u king 0f anything?

salam..

hye sume!

s0 entry 4 t0day is ab0ut a s0ng..

my really fav s0ng la.

saje nk share

well of coz n0body d0esn't like t0 be bossing ar0und rite.

so wh0 made u the king of anything?

we make decision ourselves, n0t u!

yeah u! ya la.. u wh0 read diz la.

haha..

b4 diz she came 0ut with fav hits entitled Love Song

n0w she came 0ut with new s0ng n it is really awes0me!

"King of Anything-Sara Bareilles"

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see

You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

(credit t0 directlyrics.com)

diz is the 0riginal MV by Sara Bareilles

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and diz is da remake by Sam n Kurt.. Funny but yet its nice la!

anyway i like diz 0ne m0re!

enj0y!!

(^^,)

the idi0t in the rain

salam

ok, maybe u guys been w0ndering wh0 dat idi0t i'm referring t0 rite?

of coz its n0t me lah..

i was mad at s0me vehicle-pe0ple wh0 n0t sh0wing any respect t0 the street walking-pe0ple.

the st0ry began when.....

it's raining again t0day.. n as usual, c0ming back fr0m faculty al0ne

bc0z kak mariah n zack is bz settling d0wn f0r KRS(s0mething t0 do with registering the new semester)..

well back t0 the st0ry morry.. hehe..

after exam finished i went h0me by pete2(a public transp0rt in ind0nesia)

(this is pete-pete: we travel m0st of the time in this vehicle)

it was raining heavily in Makassar

n after i reached KOPMA(it is a mini sh0p around here),

i hv t0 walked ab0ut 20m t0 arrived h0me

in between, as i was walking n walking n walking.. n i keep 0n walking.

there's a car which with0ut any guilt h0rn me

"pin.. pin!!"

in my mind: "owh shit!! hey, tak b0leh sabar jap ke.. lecak k0t. b0doh!"

haaa... kan dh free2 je kene marah.

haiyyaa.. kurang pahala puasa aku. adoii..

i w0nder y pe0ple did n0t pay respect t0 'pejalan kaki' lah!

as if they 0wn a big car 0r even a truck 0r a bus, they think they 0wn the r0ad r???

i w0uldn't mind lah as l0ng as they hv in mind h0w t0 respect others wh0 were walking in the rain.

hv s0me respect r pe0ple!

ok, *calm d0wn* then i give a way t0 dat car even ade lecak k0t.

then i keep 0n walking..

suddenly ade lg yg hon..

diz time it's a taxi.

what a fucking day! geram je..

ni lg satu yg tak reti2 nk sabar..

"hey idi0t! wait lah!"

aiyooo.. i arrived h0me with wet cl0ths like i'm n0t using the umbrella..

what a day..

p/s: my advice t0 all pe0ple 0ut there, please hv s0me

respect t0 others als0 as well..

in diz c0ntext, hv respect t0 pejalan kaki lah!

pity 0f me..

(T_T)

hell0 this is y0ur life speaking

salam

MyNiceProfile.com

p/s: did u n0tice that s0metime we'll be w0ndering what 0n earth r we d0ing up t0 n0w??

da same g0es t0 me.. huhu.

?????

(^^,)

surprise party utk cik nurul

salam

arini bersempena birthday nurul ktorg wat kn surprise party tuk dia.

smlm dh kene dera birthday girl kene wat ns ayam utk ktorg. harharhar.. kejam kn.

tp stahun skali jd takpe lah kn. hoho..

mule2 maybe nurul igt takde birthday cake kn sbb smlm dh kene dera pastu ktorg wat tak tau je arini sbb konon2 dh celebrate mkn ns ayam smlm..

pastu ptg td konon2 la wat meeting batch utk dak pempuan je..

ceh alasan sbnrnye sbb nk surprise kn nurul..

hehe.. papepn hepi birthday yg ke 22 nurul..

semoga dgn ptambahan umo menjadikn iman btambah, murah rezeki n dpanjangkn umo insyaAllah.. muge maju jaye dlm ape jua yg dkecapi..

ktorg syg nurul!

lain2 kali leh la wat ns ayam lg ye.. hehe..

ktorg bkn saje nk dera nurul wat ns ayam tuh tp mmg niat nk mendera pn. haha..

jgn marah2 t cpt bkedut, lau bkedut t nmpk tua. hehe..

ceria2 slalooo!!

ermm.. nih ade la sket gmbo2 proses pembuatan kek n surprise party.

:D

slps kuar dr periuk kukus, belah tgh n letak pisang ala2 secret recipe gitu.. cehh..

coklat topping tp kt tgh2.. haha.

eeww buruknye, kene tutup yg tak sekata tuh..

taraaaa.. setelah cover sepenuhnye.

hehe.. lilin patut 22tahun tp ade 2 je. takpe la ek. nyum2..

hepi birthday!!!

ni la birthday girl nurul~

(^^,)