still here but missed them already!

assalam.. hello friends.

it seemed so long since the last entry

just wanna share my feelings. haha..

well.. while i was doing nothing suddenly realized that i only got less than 1 month here in Makassar. 

the place which in these 5 years hv taught me how t0 live my life, gave me all those bitter yet wonderful experiences, fantastic friends and delicious foods where it is just rare to get in Malaysia. 

i am feeling very happy to finally finish study here and will be going back to my motherland for devoting with this profession. 

but deep down in my heart will always capture the memories of Makassar throughout my life. 

From the very beginning, thank you for the opportunity given and thank you for everything that i've learnt here. am gonna miss all of them~ 

*Alhamdulillah*

zaman 1st year! :')

i love my life, do you?

assalam

agree 0r n0t; LIFE IS AN ADVENTURE!

n that makes 0ur days.

s0 live ur life t0 the fullest!

bye bye~

the time has c0me t0 its ends

assalam

hi again fellas, after ab0ut that last entry here i am again p0sting a new entry..

haha. of c0urse la kan.

well according t0 my entry title itself u guys must hv been w0ndering what is it i'm talking ab0ut rite.

hehe.. i am truly, deeply happy because t0day is the day KKN ends.

n0w i w0uld b able t0 g0 back home.

but the sad part is we're g0ing t0 live each 0ther's life just as bef0re we went t0 KKN.

sad 0f leaving the pe0ple 0f Desa Tellulimp0e

but what can we d0 rite..

there's a malay saying that "setiap pertemuan pasti ada perpisahan"

what we can bring al0ng is the experience and the friendship that we gained since the first day 0f KKN.

yup, t0day is the appr0ximately 2 m0nths 0f KKN in Desa Tellulimpoe.

t0 be truth, there is a l0t 0f happiness and sadness al0ng this 2 m0nths.

and i will bring all these mem0ries with me, all the laughter and all the tears..

it is a very awes0me experiences i had here with my p0sko mates.

i wish we all have a successful life ahead

last but n0t least thanks a l0t t0 my p0sko mates and pe0ple 0f Desa Tellulimp0e 4 all these experiences.

"Don't walk in front of me, I might not follow. Don't walk behind me, I might not lead. Walk beside me and be my friend."

(^^,)

it's alm0st time

assalam

well hi fella's!

t0day is da first day 0f tr0pical medicine system

as usual we keep waiting 4 lecturers t0 come. just like da previous systems

i guess we hv managed ourselves in diz kind 0f situations.

it hv been 3 years n0w.

and diz tr0pical meds is the last system f0r semester 6 0f year 3(preclinical years).

pejam celik pejam celik kejap je dh kn.

it just feels like yesterday i came t0 makassar..

it is indeed feels like i'm still in freshman's year

insyaAllah in 0ne month we'll b ending 0ur preclinical years..

i'm very excited when thinking ab0ut it

but i'm w0rried ab0ut h0w it would b when i enter clinical years.

i'm still lacking much

omo omo.. looks like i hv t0 motivate myself.

d0n't b depressed aniessa!

i kn0w u cn d0 it n u will n0t b effected by 0thers.

keep ur head straight up n see da future~

when there's a will there's a way

(^^,)

arghhhh!!!!!! @.@

assalam

entry aku arini bkn pasal ape2.

just nk meluahkan perasaan.

ye, mmg aku tension. aku stress.

macam2 masalah. busy tugasan, group task, masalah dgn org, study tak lagi.

mane tak nye.. sejak start community medicine nih keje berlambak. bz je memanjang.

dh siap satu keje tambah lg satu keje.

masalah sekeliling lak yg tak kondusif.

lau aku kate aku tak study lg mmg aku blum study la. tension t0l la.

takkan la aku nk tipu k0t. ape la masalahnye.

susah... susah..

nih dlm mase sminggu lagi nk exam dh. ape pn takde dlm kepala.

minggu lepas bz wat assignment smpi kn quiz pn tak dpt jwb.

minggu nih bz lg g baksos..

isnin ade quiz lagi. cmne la kn.

takkan aku nk tarik diri dr baksos tuh. aku nk la at least b4 masuk coas ade la pengalaman sekali g baksos. hopefully minggu nih aku dpt la menyususn waktu aku dgn sebaik2nye. tak nak aku tak dpt jwb quiz lagi.

heeehhhhh... tak baik mengeluh.

tp nk wat cmne kn.

k la.. tengs pada sape2 yg sudi membaca isi hati dgn pikiran aku yg berserabut nih.

what stays in theis blog stays in this blog je la ek. hohoho.

(@.@)

w0ii sedar la diri tuh skit

assalam

ye sedar kn lah diri ak dan org lain sume

dh tinggal 2 system je lg b4 KKN..

tp kt kuliah tak fokus. d0k main2 je, td0, ngadap tenet time d0sen bg kuliah.

ape nk jadi la.

nisa bile la k0 nk sedar diri nih. dh nk jd dokter muda k0t..

tp habuk pn tarak.

takkan nk masuk clinical t baru nk btungkus lumus kn.. aigoo..

byk bende kene refresh blk.

makin byk kita blaja makin kita rase kurang nye ilmu kita nih.

nk di jadikan cite utk arini la kan

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minggu nih dh masuk minggu kedua system kedokteran komunitas (community medicine)

tp ntah nape la ak rase buhsan gile bl0k ni9h. kuliah tak byk..

yg byknye field 0bservati0n ngan survey 0n epidemiology..

tiap2 ari tugasan makin menggunung.

siap satu btambah lg satu.. adede... cmne cmne cmne nih..

td0 tak cukup, study tak efficient..

cmne la nk jwb exam kang.

(=.=)

busy busy busy!!

assalam

yup, stressed! busy! annoyed!

i've been feeling that lately.

aiyyoo.. how come. it's only 1 week since geriatry system begins but i'm stressed already.

damn i got t0 sort things out now.

i need t0 start f0cusing on study n non other else!

but loads 0f works and yet loads of sleep in order t0 compensate disturbed sleep.

oh geriatry, i want t0 f0cused 0n u.

(=.=')

the idi0t in the rain

salam

ok, maybe u guys been w0ndering wh0 dat idi0t i'm referring t0 rite?

of coz its n0t me lah..

i was mad at s0me vehicle-pe0ple wh0 n0t sh0wing any respect t0 the street walking-pe0ple.

the st0ry began when.....

it's raining again t0day.. n as usual, c0ming back fr0m faculty al0ne

bc0z kak mariah n zack is bz settling d0wn f0r KRS(s0mething t0 do with registering the new semester)..

well back t0 the st0ry morry.. hehe..

after exam finished i went h0me by pete2(a public transp0rt in ind0nesia)

(this is pete-pete: we travel m0st of the time in this vehicle)

it was raining heavily in Makassar

n after i reached KOPMA(it is a mini sh0p around here),

i hv t0 walked ab0ut 20m t0 arrived h0me

in between, as i was walking n walking n walking.. n i keep 0n walking.

there's a car which with0ut any guilt h0rn me

"pin.. pin!!"

in my mind: "owh shit!! hey, tak b0leh sabar jap ke.. lecak k0t. b0doh!"

haaa... kan dh free2 je kene marah.

haiyyaa.. kurang pahala puasa aku. adoii..

i w0nder y pe0ple did n0t pay respect t0 'pejalan kaki' lah!

as if they 0wn a big car 0r even a truck 0r a bus, they think they 0wn the r0ad r???

i w0uldn't mind lah as l0ng as they hv in mind h0w t0 respect others wh0 were walking in the rain.

hv s0me respect r pe0ple!

ok, *calm d0wn* then i give a way t0 dat car even ade lecak k0t.

then i keep 0n walking..

suddenly ade lg yg hon..

diz time it's a taxi.

what a fucking day! geram je..

ni lg satu yg tak reti2 nk sabar..

"hey idi0t! wait lah!"

aiyooo.. i arrived h0me with wet cl0ths like i'm n0t using the umbrella..

what a day..

p/s: my advice t0 all pe0ple 0ut there, please hv s0me

respect t0 others als0 as well..

in diz c0ntext, hv respect t0 pejalan kaki lah!

pity 0f me..

(T_T)

shame! shame! shame!

salam

warghhh.. mesti korg tertanye2 ape la yg blaku kt ak hr nih kn..

adoiii.. malang sungguh..

hari nih ade exam CSL,

kene wat dpn doktor forensic cmne nk amek gmbo dgn camera mase kt tmpt siasatan..

pastu bleh la plak kene bdiri ats kerusi utk amek whole body then mase nk turun kerusi tuh leh plak kn eden tergolek tergelongsor sgale lah...

malu weh.. malu! mane nk letak muke ceq yg dh cukup tebal nih.. haiyyaa...

pe lg.. dh siap exam tuh ak kuar la dr bilik CSL tuh then suddenly waterfall la plak..

tak dpt tahan malu la katekn.. ishhh.. malu sial!

malu.. malu.. malu... malu... itu je la pkataan yg dpt ak ungkapkn skang..

bkn sdey tak sempat hbs jwb exam tp sedey sbb malu.. ape kes!

huaaaa... skang ak terase nk g jauhhhh dr sume org.

kt tmpt yg org tak leh tgk muke ak.. ke angkasa ke ke awan ke.. ke mane2 lah...

bile terkenangkn malu nih la kn..

adoiiii~

(T_T)

*&&(*(^&%%$#$@$%)!*)*@

salam..

argghhhh!!! tension tension weh!

~exam mode~

cam mengong je.

pape pn Goodlucks la ye utk sume dak2 inter 08 4 diz upcoming final exam of Gastroenterohepatology system!

Go Go Jia You!!

(0_0)

0_0

salam
memandangkan hari pn dh lewat mlm
tp mata ak yg tak mao gak tdo2 nih..
ape yg patut ak wat.
bosan bosan
tlg!!
adoii.. ni mmg dh bosan tahap cipan smpi tdo pn dh tak efek ak lg..
dok terfikir cite ape lg yg ak nk khatamkn..
sbulan je kt malaysia nih so kene la manfaat btol2.
kang dh blk makassar it's time 2 get serious beb.
ahaks.
kunun je la..
k la.. pe bende dh pn yg ak dok merepek merapu nih..
chaw!

27 June 2010

Salam

Happy Birthday yg ke-21 Aniessa!
OMG, dh 21 dh..
first of all,alhamdulillah syukur kpd Allah SWT
sy masih dpt menghirup udara segar, masih sihat dan dpt beraktiviti smpi skang.
time kasih byk2 juge kpd mama ayah..tanpa diorg maka tiadalah sy di muke bumi nih.
penat lelah mereka membesarkn sy utk jd org yg bguna smpi skang dh pn umo 21.
tqvm mama ayah!!
erm. mak aiii.. "bile nk kawin nih?"
hahaha.. soalan umum yg diajukn."
alamak, blom smpi waktu la."hehe..
btw tengs sgt2 kpd sume yg wish birthday..sy sgt2 terharu..
tengs kpd Syakirah, Suad & Alef coz buatkn muffin 4 my birthday..
at first mmg mintak a dozen muffin sbb mcm comel je 4 birthday cake with 12 candles on it. tp korg wat 9 je pn dh comel dh..suke sgt.. huhu..
tengs gak kpd yg bg hadiah.
i got a lot of presents la diz year.
sume hadiah pn comel2. btol2 suke..suke sgt..
ishhh.. suke btol la smpi laa nih tak berhenti sengih lg.
hahahaha..jgn jeles korg.
ermm..azam bufday thn nih is muge dgn pertambahan umo nih sy akn menjadi lebey matang dlm menghadapi pelbagai cabaran mendatang. insyaAllah amiin..
btw.. tak sempat nk amek gmbo la kek aritu..tggl 1 muffin je pastu br teringat nk amek gmbo..hehe.. sowi2 korg.
muffin cake home made by Kira, Suad & Alef Amin
Present from Zack: tabung katak yg bernama Kero-kero
present from Kira: Tualapresent from Nurul: tshirt ijo comelpresent from Kak Mariah: ikan dberi name Nemo-nemo
Present from Suad: Lion yg dnamekn Pinky Pantherian
present from en. Faddil tersayang: jam tgn & payung yg unik gak la rupenye. huhu.

Lastly.. tengs t0 all coz remember my birthday
will luv u guys 4eva n eva.
(^^,)

m0od sedey

salamhah dtg dh mood2 tak menentu nih..

is it bcoz of being too sensitive
or mmg mood gediks yg mengade2 nk sedey2
tp satu je yg mmg aku konpem la kn..
iaitu aku SEDEY!hermmm.. perlu ke nk tanda soal?? haha..
k, berbalik kpd sbb utama td.
nape aku sedey?
aha.. tak pyh la dok nk cite kt public kn.
cume aku ni terase empty.
i feel empty!then suddenly tgh dok sedey punye sedey
aku teringat la kt kwn2 lame aku..
my besties especially..
korg la yg slaloo menjaga aku
n now, aku sedey coz i feel like having no one anymore.
aku rindu korg la..
waaa.. Rinduuuu RinDu! riNdu!!
i remember back at dat time when we used to hv fun n tears together.
but we r happy!!tp skarang, is not like dat anymore..

susah nk jumpe kwn yg mcm korang.
seyes aku tak tipu. korang la SAHABAT SEJATI aku dunia akhirat
ntah korang dh lupe aku ke tak..
but one thing 4 sure
aku takkan pernah lupekn korang!
di mana ada kesedihan
di situ korang ade
dimana ada kegembiraan
di situ konpem la korang ade kan..pendek kate kt mane2 pn
kalo dh namenye kwn
takkan hilang ditelan masa..
jauh dekat
sentiasa terpahat ingatan dlm hati dan doa
friends r alwez 4eva
(^^,)p/s: dtujukan especially buat sharizatul shamimy, nazatul akmal, siti rahmaniah, nur nabilla, maisarah, amalina husna, shahidah nafisah, siti nadhirah, liyana faten safuraa & wan zarin fariha...

Life is a loNg JourNeY..........

salam..
as the title imply..
"LIFE IS A LONG JOURNEY"

when it came across my mind
i did think n always did....
"wut kind of life i wanted 2 live?"
is it a life which everyday with da same routine?..
things remain da same as they were yesterday, today
n yup, 4 heaven sake tomorrow also!
wut a boring life it is!!!
but, hv u guys ever heard a phrase saying dat
"YESTERDAY IS A HISTORY, TODAY IS A GIFT & TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY"

it realizes me of how life is interesting
we're living everyday as if it is da last day 4 us
n as 4 me living as a medical student
living life everyday is to keep on motivating myself
bear in mind n soul dat being a good doctor isn't easy
we hv 2 keep ourselves discipline n show good ethics
in dat way, we will succeed in life.
no matter how long life is.
we hv 2 live every single day of our lives 2 da fullest!
"IN LIFE, THERE IS ALWAYS SOMETHING GOOD TO LOOK OUT FOR"
so y not we grab a chance 2 look out 4 it.
last but not least
"LIFE IS LIKE A BOX OF CHOCOLATE, U NEVER KNOW WHAT U GET"