still here but missed them already!

assalam.. hello friends.

it seemed so long since the last entry

just wanna share my feelings. haha..

well.. while i was doing nothing suddenly realized that i only got less than 1 month here in Makassar. 

the place which in these 5 years hv taught me how t0 live my life, gave me all those bitter yet wonderful experiences, fantastic friends and delicious foods where it is just rare to get in Malaysia. 

i am feeling very happy to finally finish study here and will be going back to my motherland for devoting with this profession. 

but deep down in my heart will always capture the memories of Makassar throughout my life. 

From the very beginning, thank you for the opportunity given and thank you for everything that i've learnt here. am gonna miss all of them~ 

*Alhamdulillah*

zaman 1st year! :')

YOU

assalam

second entry of the day

why?? yes i'm excited!

huu.. got new handphone from my sayang

and while listening to the songs in it my heart suddenly falls to this one

yup its my theme song for our 8th anniversary and is my ringtone also.. 

muahaha..

enjoy! 

You by Beast

Happy Anniversary sayang!

Faddil & Aniessa

(^^,)

8 years of Faddil & Aniessa

assalam

alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah.. alhamdulillah..

since May 2005 till t0day here comes again our big day.

yes its our anniversary. 

and if u are reading this right now Bi..

Happy 8th Anniversary dear!

i love u from the first time and will always love u till forever..

will always pray for us to be together till now and hereafter life.

thank u so much Bi for being:

1. my prince charming (insyaAllah will be my imam) :D

2. my knight in shining armour

3. romantic (eventhough u like being unexpectedly romantic) hehe..

4. caring always

5. very talkative person which that made me always laugh when i am with u

6. honest eventhough u know that i will get mad bout it

7. patience.. (i know i am full of emotions and yet u can handle it. bravo! :p)

8. protective

9. my future.. 

10. insyaAllah my future hubby in next 2 years and father-to-be of my children.. 

well 8 years are sure long enough journey for us.

but i am hoping that love and honesty will always be the foundation of our relationship

and fighting sayang and me to finished our study and to start working in order for us to still be an obedient son and daughter to our families before we build one~

i love u Muhammad Faddil

tq for choosing this path with me...

(^^,)

d0uble the j0y 0n 8 May

assalam

as we all know t0day is m0ther's day

and as for me, there are d0uble j0ys i have t0day

2 big 0ccasi0ns happens t0day (8 May)

which is m0ther's day and my 6th anniversary day

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MAMA!

yes, hepi m0ther's day t0 my m0m (Malisiah Kadan)

she had always have my back whenever i needed

she cooks whatever i wanted

she sends me t0 school and clothes me while i was a little

she makes me a birthday cake every year

she does all what other mom does but yet she is still the best f0r me and my siblings

everytime she gets angry she would be very fierce.. hihi

we get scolded for wrongs we've made and for being stubborn..

that is da reward 4 being such a naughty child

she taught me h0w t0 manage myself when my first period came

she kn0ws what's best and what's not

there are s0 much things about her that w0uld make me feels great because having such a great and awes0me m0ther

my father is a very lucky man f0r having my m0m stays by his side

she took care all the things f0r us

eventh0ugh she gets tired after c0ming back fr0m w0rk.

but she never fails t0 d0 her j0b as a m0ther

mama, i wish that u w0uld have a l0ng life and blessed by Allah in whatever u d0

we l0ve u mama..

tengs f0r every single thing u've d0ne f0r us

we starts fr0m the w0mb 0f yours and u gv us all u can f0r being able t0 survive until n0w

yet u n0urishes us with l0ve and care

tengs mama! i l0ve u! we l0ve u!

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diz song is dedicated f0r u mama!

Your Mother by Yusuf Islam

HAPPY 6th ANNIVERSARY DAY HUBBY!

yup, t0day is 0ur anniversary day

hepi 6th anniversary sayang (Muhammad Faddil bin Ahmad Rebudi)

surprise surprise, we have been t0gether since sch0ol days until n0w

6 years have past, but it is all like a fresh mem0ry of yesterdays

where we first met at scho0l

as seni0r-juni0r

we started as friends as it is me wh0 admires him

i never th0ught that i w0uld ended in a serious relationship with him

but i'm glad that we've met and kn0wn each 0ther f0r a very l0ng time

i pray t0 Allah f0r our relationship t0 be l0ng lasting and h0pefully will never ended

i believe in j0doh

kalau ade jodoh kami insyaAllah ade lah rezeki kami utk eratkan lagi silaturrahim antara 2 keluarga nih..

tengs abg c0z u put ur faith 0n me

u never let me g0 and alwez trying t0 protect diz relationship

with0ut ur patience and wise thinks, we c0uld never get t0 survive diz far..

i l0ve u u with all my heart

and tengs 4 always being there

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s0 i dedicated diz s0ng t0 u hubby

I Do by C0lbie Caillat

It's always been about me myself and I

If all relationships were nothing but a waste of time

I never wanted to be anybody's other half

I was happy saying our love wouldn't last

That was the only way I knew till I met you

You make we wanna say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I can live without it, I can let it go

Ooh, I did, I get myself into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Tell me is it only me

Do you feel the same?

You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games

I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down

You can trust and never felt it like i feel it now

Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let it go

Wooh Can I get myself into

You make we wanna say

Me a family, how's a family

Ooh, can we be a family?

And when I'm old and sit next to you.

And when we remember when we said

I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do doo

Cause every time before we spend like

Maybe yes and maybe no

I won't live without it, I won't let us go

Just look at what we got ourselves into

You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,

Love you

(^^,)

ceritera cinta F.A.D.D.A.N.I.E.S part 3

assalam

lame dh tak update pasal ceritera cinta Faddanies nih kn..

i've been very bz lately

tp takpe, skang aku akan update part 3.. hehe.

ok, last part kite stop kt mane ek..

erm, pasal yg aku g klas ke klas n lastly stop by kt klas dia kn..

ok itu br kenal2 cmtu.. next year lak ntah kebetulan ke jodoh la kn..

aku kembali ke kelab sains n maths..

then surprise2.. there he is. in a same club again..

fuuhhh.. dlm hati aku bkata: "aisehhh mamat nih, same lg. haiyyaa.."

mase tuh aku rase segan gile k0t plus a bit suke sbb ye la kn.. sape tak suke lau org yg kite admire same kelab lg.. kebetulan lak thn tuh aku jd pengerusi kelab.. huuu..

lg la bergiat cergas.. ehhh, jap2.. aku ade lupe satu part..

aku pn tak sure sgt la part nih mase jamuan kelab komputer ke ape kn.

time tuh aku igt lg, aku curi2 amek gmbo dia dgn hp aku yg tak seberape.. haha..

tp esk2nye delete trus sbb rase bersalah lak amek gmbo org curi2.. hahaha. *kant0i*

mase kt jamuan tuh, DD nih duk bkepit je dgn abg Z, kwn dia a.k.a senior aku la kn..

abg Z tegur aku: "chantek hp nisa. hp baru ke?"

aku: "haah.. dpt hadiah dr mama smpena pmr bagus"

pastu la kn.. tibe2 DD tah dr mane first time la dia tegur aku..

dia pn sibuk nk sakat2 aku.. dok kate hp mahal la ade camera la.. haha.. ape2 la kn.

ermm.. mase aku snap gmbo dia aku igt lg time jamuan tuh dia pakai baju tshirt putih ngan cap itam.. seluar aku tak igt la plak. hoho..

ok, berbalik pd thn 2005.. thn tuh sgt byk konflik antara kami..

pahit, manis, masam, masin, tawar sume ade..

hehe.. n start dgn aktiviti kelab math tuh la ktorg mula rapat..

unit beruniform pn same gak PBSM..

hehe... what a c0incidence kn?

ade satu hari nih, aku jd wakil sekolah utk pertandingan pantun ngan BFF aku.. time tuh ade lak kebetulan adik si DD nih pn wakil gak..

so pendek kate, ktorng nih stu team la..

at first aku tak tau dia tuh adik DD, N

cikgu pantun ktorg nih rapat dgn N sbb makcik dia kwn dgn cikgu pantun ktorg. hehe..

so, aku tak igt sgt cmne aku tau yg N nih adalah adik DD,

tp yg aku igt BFF yg kate la dia nih adik DD..

ape lg.. lg malu la aku kn sbb dh la satu kelab ngan abg..

satu team pantun dgn si adik plak..

ad0ii.. pastu dh makin lame makin kenal.

dgn support dr besties aku ntah camne aku bleh plak ckp ngan adik DD yg aku nk n0 hp si DD nih.

haha.. i kn0w, i am damn brave rite. hehe.

seumur hidup aku tak penah nk mintak2 n0 dak laki. *ceh, poy0 je*

tp seyes weh, aku tak penah mintak no laki yg aku tak brape kenal.

lau member klas tuh lain cite la kan.. huhu.

0k, time aku mintak tuh adik dia kate dia kene tanye abg dia dulu.

s0 aku bg n0 aku kt dia suruh pass kt abg dia.

*malu* tp nk wat cmne, nk berkenalan kene la berani mati.

s0 aku tggu punye tggu la kn beberapa hari. menunggu dgn penuh sabar. hehe.

time tuh aku nih menggatal sket, sblm aku dok nk kenal2 DD nih aku dh pn ade abg angkt, cina la kn.

aku minat ngan abg angkat aku sbnrnye smpi ade stu tahap tuh aku k0nfius nk pilih abg angkt aku 0r DD.

tp tuh cite akn dtg la ye. cmne aku bleh dr taste chinese ke tase melayu. hehe.

ermm.. smpi mane td ek, haa.. kn aku d0k tggu je kan.

mane la dia nih tak ade balasan pn.

igtkn tak nk kwn. haha. pastu then 0ne day nih aku tgh main r0llerblade ngan adik aku.

kt0rg jln2 smpi kt ade stu tmpt jalan awam nih yg mmg slalu nmpk dia (name pn jalan awam, mesti la dia ade lalu kan) haha. ok pastu time tuh aku tak tau ape yg trigger aku, but my sympathetic nerv0us system is triggered though, aku dgn tak semena nye jerit dr tepi jalan tuh..

"abg F nk n0 tep0n!!"

haiyya.. pastu, ops. alamak, ape aku wat nih kn. malu gile nk mati.

but guess what, mlm tuh dia k0l. hehe.. ape lagi. hepi la k0t.

rupe2nye katenye takde credit. haha.

*ceh, patut la tak contact2, igt kn tak sudi nk berkawan*

hehe.. nk tau cite selanjutnye.. tggu akan dtg ye. :D

teheee.. halu halu~

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s0ng f0r t0day:

"I Lay My Love on You-Westlife"

Just a smile and the rain is gone
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
There's an angel standing next to me
Reaching for my heart

Just a smile and there's no way back
Can hardly believe it (yeah)
But there's an angel, she's calling me
Reaching for my heart

I know, that I'll be ok now
This time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I was lost in a lonely place
Could hardly even believe it (yeah)
Holding on to yesterdays
Far, far too long

Now I believe its ok cause this time it's real

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I never knew that love could feel so good

Like once in a lifetime
You change my world

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
It's all I wanna do
Everytime I breathe I feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

I lay my love on you
You make me feel brand new
You open up my heart
Show me all your love, and walk right through
As I lay my love on you

As I lay my love on you

(^^,)

ceritera cinta F.A.D.D.A.N.I.E.S part 2

salam..

well hell0 kpd pembaca bl0g aku yg setia nih.

hehe.. ok arini memandangkan m0od aku baik utk smbung lg entry sblm nih..

iaitu berbalik kpd ceritera cinta F.A.D.D.A.N.I.E.S part 2 plak.

k, kali nih aku nk cite sket cmne aku leh smpi crush ngan dia.

tp aku takde la smpi nk cite sume kisah aku sedetail2nye la ek ats alasan privacy.. hahaha..

ok2. berbalik kepada kisah aku td.

sblm kita lanjutkan ke adegan sterusnya, ingin aku maklumkan bhw slps2 nih, aku cuma akn menggunakn nickname DD(which indicates my h0ney bunny la kn)

hehe.. jgn tanye knp tp mmg sejak skolah aku bg dia gelaran DD bg mengelakkan sape2 tau lau aku tgh ckp pasal dia. muahaha.. geng2 aku je la yg tau.

ok, well the next st0ry starts when ade la stu hari tuh ade pemilihan kelab mane kita nk masuk..

mcm biase la sume skolah pasti ade kn. mcm kt skolah aku, ade mcm2 jenis kelab ade.

kelab bhs inggris, kelab fotografi, kelab sains math, kelab komputer n bla bla bla..(t0o many t0 menti0n la dei!)

ok.. mase tuh aku f0rm 3 n DD f0rm 4.. nk dijadikan kisahnye.. ak sblm tuh mase f0rm 2 aku kelab sains math, cume thn tuh ntah nape aku terase mcm nk cume s0mething different(well, u kn0w, different lah) then tup tup tup tap pk punye pk, aku n geng decide nk amek kelab komputer.. haha.

s0 ape kaitan kelab komputer dgn kisah aku nih??

sbnrnye time tuh la aku start mengenali DD gitu2 je.

lau sblm2 nih cume usha2 je kn.. ni haaa, hambek k0 nysa, stu kelab lg dpt. ape lg. ulat bulu naik daun... haha..

ehhh, jap2 cop2.. bl0m lg. aku baik lg tau mase tuh. mind setting aku time tuh tak main la cintan cintun nih.. mee cintan pn lg sodap. erkk.. dh merapu dh.

well, aku nih suke d0k mengusha mamt cine je keje..

tp tah nape thn tuh taste lari ke mamat melayu lak. haha.

*p/s: bi, lau bace nih jgn marah ye. jgn jeles.. ni zaman dolu2 di kale masih lg single mingle.. hihi.*

well, mase tuh aku tak igt la pe jawatan aku dlm kelab tuh.. tp yg aku igt time tuh cikgu suruh aku kutip duit dr ahli2 kelab utk wat pe tah(s0wi tak brape nk hengat la).

so kene la g klas ke klas..

pastu smpi stu klas nih(4 Alpha)..

baru la aku tau encik DD nih klas tuh rupenye.. n baru la time tuh aku tau name dia. haha..

taraa.. pe lg.. berdetap-detup jantung aku sbb slame nih usha je tak penah lak bcakap kn.

hehe.. pastu la k0t aku mule berminat ngan dia.

dlm hati pn berkata,

"c0mel la mamat nih!"

hehe.. ok, nk tau lg adegan2 sterusnya yg membuatkn aku smpi jatuh hati ngan dia? tggu part akan dtg ye.. penat la dh aku menaip nih. ohoo.. lgpn lau tulis panjang2 bkn k0rg bace smpi hbs pn. lalala

t0mey tak?? :)

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k, s0ng f0r t0day:

"If u come to me-Atomic Kitten"

(^^,)

ceritera cinta F.A.D.D.A.N.I.E.S part 1

salam

hee.. setelah panjang lebar aku pk la kn ape entry kali nih.

tup tap tup tap aku terase nk ceritakan kt k0rang kisah cinta aku & dia.

hehe.. nk tau?? kisah kami nih...

tak la as dramatic as Snow White yg mane ibu tiri jeles smpi nk dia mati.

tak jugak as clumsy as Cinderella yg tertinggal kasutnye kat tangga istana putera..

tak la mcm Sleeping Beauty yg terpaksa tidur bertahun2 lamanya menunggu prince charming dtg selamatkan..

tak jugak penuh adventure mcm Little Mermaid

tak jugak... haiii byk tol tak jugak la kn..

tp kisah kami nih ade sume perasa.. asam garam kehidupan la kn.

k lah k la. memandangkn k0rg sume dh panas b0ntot, pedih mate nk tggu ape yg terjadi sbnrnye..

aku mulakan la..

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...

Al-kisah... it all begin when 0neday in the year 2004 (cehh.. nk speaking speakong lak kn.. takpe la. asal korg phm ape yg nk dsampaikan)

ermm.. ape td aku nk ckp... haaa.. berbalik pd intr0 cite aku & dia nih..

time tuh aku la yg n0tice dia dulu..

hahaha... nk djadikan cerita, aku nih agak "taik0" gak la kt sk0lah kn.

jd ape yg berlaku, aku leh detect sape2 bdk baru masuk ke, bdk mane ke n bla bla bla la kn..

time tuh aku baru f0rm 3.. (3 Bakti)

k, ape yg blaku time tuh, aku f0rm 3 n dia f0rm 4 Alpha..

bdk2 klas 4 Alpha nih mmg aku kenal muke d0rg..

ade la satu hari nih kn, sedang aku bjalan2 dgn member aku blk dr t0ilet agaknye. tp yg penting aku kuar bjalan la.. pastu tetibe aku prasan ade s0rg bdk yg sgt unfamiliar nih bjalan dgn salah s0rg abg feymes skolah la kn..

dh jln ngan dak feymes sk0lah mesti lah kite kene amek tau.. hoho..

dalam hati aku pn bkata(m0nolog dalaman ala2 subjek Bahasa Melayu)

"eh, sape bdk yg jln dgn abg A tuh, tak penah nmpk pn.. ermm.. bdk baru k0t"

*actually aku amek tau sbb aku nih penah ade crush ngan abg feymes.. haha. abg feymes k0t, name pn feymes, sape tak suke. hihi..

aku nih tak penah bercintan-cintun pn sblm tuh.. takat admire org je. huhu..

same la gak mcm si dia nih..

eh, aku lupe nk perkenalkn ye encik yg skang jd buah hati jantung pisang aku..

name dia F

dia nih tua stahun dr aku.. 

k, berbalik kpd cerita td..

pas tu aku pn blk la klas... aku tanye ngan kwn aku.

aku: "eh, ko nmpk tak ade bdk baru jln ngan abg A td?"

BFF: "tak prasan la plak"

aku: "adeh... heee. cute gak. tp cam bdk2 la.. hoho."

BFF: "yeke, t k0 tunjuk la kt aku sape dia"

aku: "w0okeyh, n0 hal la.. hehe."

blk2 tuh aku tak terfikir lg pasal dia.. tp sejak dr first time aku nmpk dia pas2 tuh terus mcm slaloo lak terserempak ngan dia..

aku pn tak tau la nih ke j0doh aku kn..

mule2 wat tak tau je..

tp lambat-laun tuh aku ade crush lak ngan dia nih..

adoii.. payah2. hehe.. nmpk baik dgn bers0ngkok lg tuh..

aku nih cpt cair tgk laki bers0ngkok..

ala2 lelaki melayu terakhir a.k.a jejaka malaya gitu.. awww.. haha.

ermmm.. nk tau cerita selanjutnye cmne aku leh smpi ade crush ngan dia??

tggu part 2 akn dtg ye.. masih jauh pjalanan cinta kami.

hehehe.. gediks la kn.

nk wat cmne.. kene la sabar lau nk tau..

h0ho..

awal2 malu2 meoww nk amek gmbo. hoho..

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Related s0ng 4 t0day especially utk k0rg~

"All About Him"

It's Auburn
And J.R.

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

Well, had him shooting for me like a ball team
Every guy was a knock out, Don King
But none of 'em had smarts, that's my thing
It's not enough to have balls, Spalding, ha
One day by Starbucks
I bumped into a guy rocking black Chucks
He said "Excuse me, beautiful," I said, "Aww, shucks"
And then he asked, "Well, ay, wanna grab lunch?"

Never ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

And I swear what we have is just super cool
The way he's always in my head like a Bluetooth
I got a text from him, he said come through
Told me that he wants to kick it, Kung Fu
Don't do nothing much at all
Just we and his boys watching football
He asked for a kiss (Muah) So I gave him two
He said, "Well, thank you, baby," I said, "You're welcome, boo"

Never ever met a guy so fly
Got me hooked like apple pie, I
Think I'm falling and I don't know why
But I won't fight these butterflies

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

No, I don't need no fancy cars
And I don't need no diamond rings
My baby is all I need and more
'Cause I don't need those extra things

It's not about you (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about you)
It's not about them (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's not about them)
It's all about me (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about me)
And it's all about him (Oh-oh-oh-oh) (It's all about him)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Said it's all about him, yeah

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

'Cause I'm all about him, him, him, him, him
And he's all about me, me, me, me, me
And we don't give a dang, dang, dang, dang, dang
About nobody-e-e-e

(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) 'Cause I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) I'm all about him
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) And we don't give a dang, dang, dang
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you, boy
(Oh-oh-oh-oh) It's all about you
(Oh-oh-oh-oh)

(^^,)